Nicholas B. Chavez
Student
From San Luis Obispo, California
Navy, Petty Officer Second Class
Sonar Technician, Torpedo Launch, USS Mobile Bay, USS Curtis Wilbur
Support for US Military in Afghanistan 2001-2003
Words Provided 2005
Written Statement
From San Luis Obispo, California
Navy, Petty Officer Second Class
Sonar Technician, Torpedo Launch, USS Mobile Bay, USS Curtis Wilbur
Support for US Military in Afghanistan 2001-2003
Words Provided 2005
Written Statement
GRAY UNDER WAY
I grow paler each day in these blue coveralls,
wasting away behind these cold walls
working well before sunrise, well into the night
sterilized in the wash of a fluorescent light
my hours of rest, which aren’t that often
are spent in a rack the size of a coffin
no bluebird awakens me and sings to me sweetly
just alarm bells and whistles from the heartless 1 MC
too far from familiar friendly devotion,
a dull iron tub tossed about a vast ocean
blind from the grind, a mind half asleep
line up to eat with the rest of the sheep
days loop around on a broken recorder
a flat mix of watches, and cleaning, and orders
but I won’t ever break, or perceptibly bend
for I know this cold time is a means to an end
I grow paler each day in these blue coveralls,
wasting away behind these cold walls
working well before sunrise, well into the night
sterilized in the wash of a fluorescent light
my hours of rest, which aren’t that often
are spent in a rack the size of a coffin
no bluebird awakens me and sings to me sweetly
just alarm bells and whistles from the heartless 1 MC
too far from familiar friendly devotion,
a dull iron tub tossed about a vast ocean
blind from the grind, a mind half asleep
line up to eat with the rest of the sheep
days loop around on a broken recorder
a flat mix of watches, and cleaning, and orders
but I won’t ever break, or perceptibly bend
for I know this cold time is a means to an end